Gracie

Can you keep a huge secret? I'm a virgin. For real. I may have fibbed to my friends and said I met a guy that's homeschooled because I was embarrassed. But I really haven't. My pastor says I need to wait for my husband but, I don't know if I can. I use my fingers a lot. Maybe I shouldn't but I can't help it when I get super-duper wet and start squirming. I'm going to get in so much trouble but religious blasphemy and the idea of rough or even forced sex really turns me on. Maybe you can help me.